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Truth's consequencesThe truth may find you free indeed  As I recoil in revulsion  I hug you after the truth spills out  I kiss you on the cheek  Even now I can’t decide          Am I forgiving you your foolish faults          Or  
        Masking my dismay?         Will this doubt remain         Or  
       Can I cast it away?  
 
As you once did the magazine?   
Don’t dare you find fault with my fears  Your past comes present now  As you an Truth's consequences
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DazzlingAnd five and six and seven and eight...   
 
I am perfecting the art  
of smiling my face,  
bending my knees  in power and grace,   
and taking off into the air  where I soar...  Naught can compare.   
I am amazed at myself,  my view of the ground,  my elated keen awareness  of sense and sound.   
Gravity yet works- I regret to comprehend-  My leg leads the way  and I descend...  
 
 
... and one. Dazzling
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It's a trophy, after allIt’s sitting in my windowsill                   Eight years old                   A dancer in gold  It’s the first victory  It’s the first lesson in loneliness.   
I remember the day I had the honor  
To receive the glorious, shining plastic.                The first of many.   
My competitors congratulated me.  I knew their sincerity from their hearty, hollow to It's a trophy, after all
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Love's DissertationWhat the world lacks  Is the word, or words,  To describe love:  The simplest and yet  Most complex word          Hands down   
Those four letters  Which can be counted  On one hand  Contain a myriad of reasons  For why the world has evolved  
To revolve the way it does.   
There is yet a word to be discovered  
In any corner of the Earth that surpasses love  In completeness and beauty.  All the pretty words in any song on the radio  All the eloquent words in a poem  Fall short from the feelings in the heart. Love's Dissertation
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On the right track. I think.

Tue Jun 5, 2007, 2:06 PM
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  • Listening to: The lawnmower cutting the grass outside
  • Reading: Treasure Box by Orson Scott Card
I have taken steps towards getting my life out of the meaningless mist and into... some meaningful mist. :D And I'm scared to death!!

I am signing up for classes at ISU again to get my education rolling again. I met with the 'default' advisor, since APPARENTLY I'm still a Pre-Major, which is silly, since I have always planned and declared my major proudly! But...

Anyway, I'm glad he's not my 'real' advisor. Didn't care at all. He didn't NOT care, but he didn't care. So I drove 45 minutes for a 20 minute meeting with the guy, and then drove 45 minutes to get to work late.

There's something about planning my life as an adult that gets me scared to walk out the door. Well, that's not fair, I've always been too cautious for my own good. But the thought of making my school schedule happily co-exist with my dancing schedule and my work schedule is scary. On one hand there's the pressure of making sure my husband and I have enough to eat and a place to stay, while on the other hand there's the need to get an education... while on the other hand I need time with my husband... while on the other hand I need time for me to develop as a real HUMAN, not this lonely robot that I've been for the past 2 and a half years. I wish I had more hands to weigh my options.

My other huge step is going to L.A. this summer. I'm going to dance at EDGE Performing Arts Center for a week. EDGE is, like, THE place to dance. All the teachers are current professional dancers/choreographers. It's so awesome it's intimidating. The plan is for me to fly down (by myself *sob*) and just work my butt off (crossing my fingers on that one) and come back a better dancer. But I'm too old and not experienced enough to really gain and come back amazing, aren't I? *sigh* I think I should be scared to be in a big city by myself, but I'm more scared to go and have the teachers look at me and say, "Ummm.... yeah.... maybe you should leave...." And I NEED to make this worthwhile because while I'm doing this trip fairly cheap, it still adds up to a lot of money and every moment has to count!!!

And... as I think of what to write next, I am buying my plane ticket.

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  • Current Residence: Idaho
  • Interests: dancing, writing, reading, traveling, music, cats, reflection
  • Favourite movie: Better Off Dead, Runaway Jury
  • Favourite band or musician: Dashboard Confessional
  • Favourite genre of music: everything
  • Favourite artist: Degas, Michaelangelo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Orson Scott Card, Tad Williams

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~ScarletThoughts May 23, 2008, 5:31:28 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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~Quimbanda Jun 25, 2005, 2:06:38 AM
oh, du bist auch in idaho. da war ich vor 2 jahren auch schon. in idaho falls. auf dauer etwas flach dort, nicht? schreib mal ne note ..
Chris
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~Tyria Jun 25, 2005, 10:46:25 PM
Ja ich kenne dich Christoph!! Ich war mit die Austausch in 2003 auch. Meine Austauch-Partner war Tina- wie gehts Tina? Es tut mir leid, das meine Deutsch so schlekt ist- ich habe es eine Jahre nicht gesprochen (at least)- letzte Sommer University Klasse, Deutsch 201. Do you not remember me? :tears: *g* Haven't you visited Phil since the exchange? If you come again, let me know!!

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~BayernMunich Jun 24, 2005, 3:53:15 PM
Settler's eh? I love that game.
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~Tyria Jun 24, 2005, 10:51:02 PM
It is a good one, isn't it?

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=neverk1 May 20, 2005, 2:47:09 AM
hey, wot happend to your bunny avatar? he was the coolist. although the one you got now isn't that bad looking either ;)

:peace:

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~Tyria May 20, 2005, 5:03:43 PM
The bunny and I had a falling out after I made an avvy like this one. ;) I may pull him up later, but I've also been figuring out how to use a program on my comp - that I didn't know I had - so I've been playing around and liking it! :D

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=neverk1 May 22, 2005, 1:10:22 AM
what program? The new one looks cool but i think you and the bunny should really sort out your differences :giggle:

:peace:

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~Tyria May 24, 2005, 11:20:02 PM
hehe I'll see what we can figure out. ;)

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